Preoccupied

Missed the train station

Distracted

Boarded the wrong bus

Engrossed

Took a longer route

Lost

In my thoughts

Wandering the streets alone

Accidentally stumbled over a stone

Heart felt more painful than the bone

Cos the only friend left is my phone

Seems like free falling

But nothing left to land on

Distant voices calling

But there's nothing to hold on

Large social network some may envy

I can now tell you honestly

It's not about the quantity

I would rather choose to be lonely

So many options to confide

Family, buddies, acquaintances, friends

To be honest deep down inside

Not one feels and understands

Only one I've got nothing to hide

Gave my all without any defense

Who'll always be by my side

Past, present and future tense

Does no one know me anymore

When it's finally my turn to fall

Perhaps it's like that since before

Nobody expected me to break down and call

Hope and faith my only confidants

Falling deeper all alone

Just waiting without needs or wants

Fulfilling promises to atone

When promises and plans completed

The final checklist I'll  proceed on my own

If its all really been planned and decided

To start over again somewhere as an unknown

Half a lifetime

I have finally find you

Rest of my life

Till eternity I'll be true

Time and space you need

Silently I will wait

Sudden feelings, emotional thoughts

It really hurts

Deep breaths, blinking eyes, taking gulps

Must not tear

Smiling silly and laughing away

Stay strong

Time crawls with hopes and dreams

I'll forever wait

Seeking salvation towards eternity

Realised all my sins and iniquity

No amount of apology

Can ease her pain and agony

I accept all discipline willingly

For myself and all whom I've hurt wrongfully

All I ask is for her to be always happy

The promises I will fulfill solemnly

Forgive her sins and relieve her misery

I repent and shall follow Your Word seriously

If its in the plan to walk this path lonely

I shall forever wait and pray silently

Raindrops falling, busy streets

Gentle breezes, passing through

Took a deep breath, looked left

Flashback memories, smiling silly

It has been 19 years but I never knew

This nick that I use could've been a clue

How peace2u started as I grew

Coincidence, chance or maybe it's really true

My favorite quote perhaps remembered by few

May Peace Be With You

Mercy and faith will rain

To wash away sins that stain

The birth of a seed or grain

A chance to be reborn again

One who was before left behind lain

Only hopes, promises and faith remain

Its all in your unprecedented plans be it forever refrain

Your Word that I will follow and proclaim

As much as it hurts to the bone

Perhaps it was cast in stone

As long as you're in the happiness zone

I will walk this path alone