Seems like free falling

But nothing left to land on

Distant voices calling

But there's nothing to hold on

Large social network some may envy

I can now tell you honestly

It's not about the quantity

I would rather choose to be lonely

So many options to confide

Family, buddies, acquaintances, friends

To be honest deep down inside

Not one feels and understands

Only one I've got nothing to hide

Gave my all without any defense

Who'll always be by my side

Past, present and future tense

Does no one know me anymore

When it's finally my turn to fall

Perhaps it's like that since before

Nobody expected me to break down and call

Hope and faith my only confidants

Falling deeper all alone

Just waiting without needs or wants

Fulfilling promises to atone

When promises and plans completed

The final checklist I'll  proceed on my own

If its all really been planned and decided

To start over again somewhere as an unknown