Preoccupied

Missed the train station

Distracted

Boarded the wrong bus

Engrossed

Took a longer route

Lost

In my thoughts

Wandering the streets alone

Accidentally stumbled over a stone

Heart felt more painful than the bone

Cos the only friend left is my phone

Seems like free falling

But nothing left to land on

Distant voices calling

But there's nothing to hold on

Large social network some may envy

I can now tell you honestly

It's not about the quantity

I would rather choose to be lonely

So many options to confide

Family, buddies, acquaintances, friends

To be honest deep down inside

Not one feels and understands

Only one I've got nothing to hide

Gave my all without any defense

Who'll always be by my side

Past, present and future tense

Does no one know me anymore

When it's finally my turn to fall

Perhaps it's like that since before

Nobody expected me to break down and call

Hope and faith my only confidants

Falling deeper all alone

Just waiting without needs or wants

Fulfilling promises to atone

When promises and plans completed

The final checklist I'll  proceed on my own

If its all really been planned and decided

To start over again somewhere as an unknown

Half a lifetime

I have finally find you

Rest of my life

Till eternity I'll be true

Time and space you need

Silently I will wait

Sudden feelings, emotional thoughts

It really hurts

Deep breaths, blinking eyes, taking gulps

Must not tear

Smiling silly and laughing away

Stay strong

Time crawls with hopes and dreams

I'll forever wait

Seeking salvation towards eternity

Realised all my sins and iniquity

No amount of apology

Can ease her pain and agony

I accept all discipline willingly

For myself and all whom I've hurt wrongfully

All I ask is for her to be always happy

The promises I will fulfill solemnly

Forgive her sins and relieve her misery

I repent and shall follow Your Word seriously

If its in the plan to walk this path lonely

I shall forever wait and pray silently

Raindrops falling, busy streets

Gentle breezes, passing through

Took a deep breath, looked left

Flashback memories, smiling silly

It has been 19 years but I never knew

This nick that I use could've been a clue

How peace2u started as I grew

Coincidence, chance or maybe it's really true

My favorite quote perhaps remembered by few

May Peace Be With You

Mercy and faith will rain

To wash away sins that stain

The birth of a seed or grain

A chance to be reborn again

One who was before left behind lain

Only hopes, promises and faith remain

Its all in your unprecedented plans be it forever refrain

Your Word that I will follow and proclaim

As much as it hurts to the bone

Perhaps it was cast in stone

As long as you're in the happiness zone

I will walk this path alone

All the memories that I adore

Feelings and emotions I will store

As much as I blame myself to the core

There's not much I can do much more

Need to put back who I was before

After the sacred cloak that I wore

There's nothing left for me anymore

Your happiness that means anything more

Time

Unconditional

Love

I

Pray

Solemnly

Came forth to You last night

Earnestly and without a fight

Opened up without any might

My heart that was shut so tight

Your unconditional love made right

As You showed me the light

I opened my mouth and sang out loud

Even though the tunes and lyrics I never knew

Felt so different but kinda proud

And the five truths mentioned were so true

In the presence of such a large crowd

A sensation inside of me just went through

I stepped forth without any doubt

To seek salvation and open my heart to You

Lifted my arm where it should be

As I was confessing my iniquity

Eyes were closed and couldn't see

But I could feel it happen truthfully

With this chapter that's given to me

I lay down my life at your mercy

Feelings and emotions that we receive

We tend to dwell on what we may perceive

Instead of being put down by the negative

Speak of words that are positive

With each and every breath as we live

There's so much more we still can give

I pray for Him to find you within

To seek answers and pursuit in life

Open a path to guide you closer to Him

Release your burdens and forgive your sins

Relieve your discomfort and bring you to peace

To find happiness till eternity

Embrace you with His love

My life at your mercy for salvation

Save me from darkness and damnation

Need your guide to realization

I seek to know you as your creation

Have I fallen in too deep

Can't get myself to sleep

All I can do is silently weep

Under the blankets so no one can peep

For the past hours to sleep I try

Eyes wide open don't understand why

Looking out into the midnight sky

Catching the breezes that come by

As each second that continues to fly

Missing you so much I cannot deny