Fear

Are we suppressed by our own fear

Protecting what we hold so dear

To a point where nothing can come near

And don't remember what is a tear

All that remains is our own voices we hear

And suddenly everything seems unclear

Take a deep breath and let the clutter clear

Free oneself from what we feel or hear

Even if it might bring out a tear

Don't let those emotions come near

Here and Now is what we should grasp dear

It's time to face and overcome our fear

好人难道这么难做

始终无法避免招祸

难道是考验来看破

放下所有牵挂诱惑

才能继续守着承诺

只要周围快乐好过

PQRS #0024

人生总是太多犹豫

牵连自己毫无头绪

何不放开所有过去

光明未来往前继续

PQRS #0023

Everyone seems to be doing the same

Wandering eyes trying to lay blame

Somewhat feels like a guessing game

Total silence, holding breath and calmly remain

All that's running around in the brain

Which of you farted in the crowded train

PQRS #0022

Seasons change from hot to cold

Each moment as we grow old

Venture forth and be bold

Past has been told

The present can't hold

Let the future unfold

PQRS #0015

That place in my heart will always stay

It keeps me alive and who I've become today

As long as you're happy every moment every day

Feelings and emotions I will no longer display

Respecting your choices and not be in your way

This unrequited love will be hidden and locked away

Only you have the key come what may

PQRS #0014

Miss you like crazy

Feel so damn lonely

As long as you are happy

I'll hide in my shell quietly

PQRS #0013

Gosh....I'm totally wet

But still got the skill set

What's on your mind lets make a bet

When I say it's totally worth the sweat

PQRS #0012

Life too short

Time flies by,

Give it all we got

At least we try

The sands of time

Each grain define

I will keep waiting

This heart of mine

PQRS #0011

Could have died in my sleep

But life was spared and left to keep

Flashbacks and memories consistently peep

Opened my eyes and started to weep

PQRS #0010

Kærligheden overvinner alt

Hvis du falder, vil jeg altid gribe dig

PQRS #0009

How mankind seeks for countless desires

Anamnesis, perenniality, immortality

As the orb of every night puts out the daylight fires

The hourglass diminishes, a fading melody

PQRS #0008

"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!

The world forgetting, by the world forgot.

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd" - Alexander Pope

Just heard that you have a cute baby

Time flies it's been a decade exactly

It's comforting to know you have a family

You deserve that better somebody

For this I am truly happy

May you be blessed with happiness till eternity

PQRS #0007

Could it be the talents of the author

Or the change that's become of the reader

For one who couldn't complete a chapter

Books are now his greatest partner

Getting immersed into each character

Feeling every touch, emotion or even shiver

A new dimension revolves in wonder

The real world no longer seems to matter

PQRS #0006

Life goes through each passing phase

Ups and downs, not everything falls in place

A slip that gets you flat on your face

Or a stumble and fall from grace

Just remember there's always a shining light in any case

Pick yourself up and start with a comfortable pace

Stand your ground and firm your base

For a brand new adventure its a new race

PQRS #0005

opstandelse 復活させる

Each droplet touched his skin and trickled down like a momentum. Stopping dead on track, he closed his eyes, and felt as though musical notes were playing on him. Memories  of adolescence flashed past as the lines at the end of his eyes and lips curled up.

Honk...what a spoiler! He realised then he was all drenched. A sudden cool breeze froze him and the only sound was a vigorous typewriter clacking coming from his teeth.

Looking around, the blurry sight of downpour rinsing  the buildings, somehow felt as though cleansing the souls of tombstones.

PQRS #0004

It does feel kinda inferior

Being turned into an overnight stranger

But if its really for the better

And you're really much happier

You have my blessings forever

Whenever you need me I'll definitely appear

- PQRS #0003

You Had me at....H.....appier!

- PQRS #0002

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When giving out your whole heart

If you fall it hits multiple times harder

Holding back may seem smart

But are you really a committed true lover

It either puts you back to the start

With a new life to live fuller

Or tears you part by part

And make you fall even deeper

True love is a unique form of art

With memories that will last forever

No matter how distant or far apart

Hopes, faith and love keeps growing stronger

- PQRS #0001

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Missing

In

Silence

Secretly

Yearning

Over

Us

Feelings and emotions comes inevitably

Especially when related to negativity

Things in life just happen out of ordinary

As we get caught unknowingly

To cover up, smile and laugh freely

And hide this pain and agony within tightly

Cos no one understands completely

And it's worse to receive pity or sympathy

As they may just say it so easily and simply

We still gotta move on with our lives fully

Never got the chance to say I'm sorry

For the imperfections and the things done wrongly

As long as you are living happily

My heart will smile for you silently

You're definitely the one and only

For me to keep hopes, faith and love unconditionally

Feelings and emotions comes inevitably

Especially when related to negativity

Things in life just happen out of ordinary

As we get caught unknowingly

To cover up, smile and laugh freely

And hide this pain and agony within tightly

Cos no one understands completely

And it's worse to receive pity or sympathy

As they may just say it so easily and simply

We still gotta move on with our lives fully

Never got the chance to say I'm sorry

For the imperfections and the things done wrongly

As long as you are living happily

My heart will smile for you silently

You're definitely the one and only

For me to keep hopes, faith and love unconditionally

Gradually making my absence

And eventually losing presence

From the world i erase my existence

Waiting alone in patience

Giving you the time, space and distance

I'll hope, believe and pray in silence

I hide and cry silently

Beneath the smile I show

Time and space I give willingly

The pain continues to grow

Walking this path lonely

Hopes, faith and love as my shadow

I hope and pray solemnly

With promises made to follow

As long as you are happy

That's all I need to know

Future and dreams that we will live

Promises and plans to receive

Timeless unconditional love I give

As I silently hope, pray and believe

Preoccupied

Missed the train station

Distracted

Boarded the wrong bus

Engrossed

Took a longer route

Lost

In my thoughts

Wandering the streets alone

Accidentally stumbled over a stone

Heart felt more painful than the bone

Cos the only friend left is my phone

Seems like free falling

But nothing left to land on

Distant voices calling

But there's nothing to hold on

Large social network some may envy

I can now tell you honestly

It's not about the quantity

I would rather choose to be lonely

So many options to confide

Family, buddies, acquaintances, friends

To be honest deep down inside

Not one feels and understands

Only one I've got nothing to hide

Gave my all without any defense

Who'll always be by my side

Past, present and future tense

Does no one know me anymore

When it's finally my turn to fall

Perhaps it's like that since before

Nobody expected me to break down and call

Hope and faith my only confidants

Falling deeper all alone

Just waiting without needs or wants

Fulfilling promises to atone

When promises and plans completed

The final checklist I'll  proceed on my own

If its all really been planned and decided

To start over again somewhere as an unknown

Half a lifetime

I have finally find you

Rest of my life

Till eternity I'll be true

Time and space you need

Silently I will wait

Sudden feelings, emotional thoughts

It really hurts

Deep breaths, blinking eyes, taking gulps

Must not tear

Smiling silly and laughing away

Stay strong

Time crawls with hopes and dreams

I'll forever wait

Seeking salvation towards eternity

Realised all my sins and iniquity

No amount of apology

Can ease her pain and agony

I accept all discipline willingly

For myself and all whom I've hurt wrongfully

All I ask is for her to be always happy

The promises I will fulfill solemnly

Forgive her sins and relieve her misery

I repent and shall follow Your Word seriously

If its in the plan to walk this path lonely

I shall forever wait and pray silently

Raindrops falling, busy streets

Gentle breezes, passing through

Took a deep breath, looked left

Flashback memories, smiling silly

It has been 19 years but I never knew

This nick that I use could've been a clue

How peace2u started as I grew

Coincidence, chance or maybe it's really true

My favorite quote perhaps remembered by few

May Peace Be With You

Mercy and faith will rain

To wash away sins that stain

The birth of a seed or grain

A chance to be reborn again

One who was before left behind lain

Only hopes, promises and faith remain

Its all in your unprecedented plans be it forever refrain

Your Word that I will follow and proclaim

As much as it hurts to the bone

Perhaps it was cast in stone

As long as you're in the happiness zone

I will walk this path alone

All the memories that I adore

Feelings and emotions I will store

As much as I blame myself to the core

There's not much I can do much more

Need to put back who I was before

After the sacred cloak that I wore

There's nothing left for me anymore

Your happiness that means anything more

Time

Unconditional

Love

I

Pray

Solemnly

Came forth to You last night

Earnestly and without a fight

Opened up without any might

My heart that was shut so tight

Your unconditional love made right

As You showed me the light

I opened my mouth and sang out loud

Even though the tunes and lyrics I never knew

Felt so different but kinda proud

And the five truths mentioned were so true

In the presence of such a large crowd

A sensation inside of me just went through

I stepped forth without any doubt

To seek salvation and open my heart to You

Lifted my arm where it should be

As I was confessing my iniquity

Eyes were closed and couldn't see

But I could feel it happen truthfully

With this chapter that's given to me

I lay down my life at your mercy

Feelings and emotions that we receive

We tend to dwell on what we may perceive

Instead of being put down by the negative

Speak of words that are positive

With each and every breath as we live

There's so much more we still can give

I pray for Him to find you within

To seek answers and pursuit in life

Open a path to guide you closer to Him

Release your burdens and forgive your sins

Relieve your discomfort and bring you to peace

To find happiness till eternity

Embrace you with His love

My life at your mercy for salvation

Save me from darkness and damnation

Need your guide to realization

I seek to know you as your creation

Have I fallen in too deep

Can't get myself to sleep

All I can do is silently weep

Under the blankets so no one can peep

For the past hours to sleep I try

Eyes wide open don't understand why

Looking out into the midnight sky

Catching the breezes that come by

As each second that continues to fly

Missing you so much I cannot deny

Service providers are apparently the only place

For getting iPhone servicing in any case

Luckily its town area and easily traced

Sent it in and had it immediately replaced

IT security's scary but gotta face the fact

Facebook account was suddenly hacked

A warning was sent to my contact

Before it got further attacked

Got back my account intact

Totally caught off guard right smacked

Seriously now it's said to be low

Look at the pic does it really show

A dusty trumpet someone tried to blow

Or a smoke bomb someone decided to throw

Holy Shit it's 290

The weather is ultimate hazy

Any higher and we'll go crazy

No joke and it ain't funny

Close all the windows already

Drink more water and sleep early

Wandering around what meal to catch

Then we came across Hatched

Spoilt for choices what egg to match

Flipping the menu I was totally snatched

What was once a small shop in the past

Has thus shifted and expanded so vast

Time flies and things evolve fast

But there're memories that will always last

Dad...every weekend there was such a blast

Feels totally like back to school

Day 1 and check out studying tool

Really comprehensive can't play a fool

There'll be a 4 hour exam that ain't cool

As you bite and slowly devour

Feel the shape and contour

A piece of art in splendor

The taste lingering the past hour

Feel the weight and power

They call it the....Sunflower